9^th November 2011

               Today’s Sofia’s day. Yaa, she has celebrating her birthday. So some X1 member and I go to Sofia’s home sweet home to celebrate it. But Sofia condition not too good, she has some problem with her body. Yes, she sick. She not came to school today. But she celebrate her bornday :D. Its okey Sofia, we need some relaxtion after school ;). Sofia is one of my close friend, so I should join in her party.

               And I don’t know what to say it is the sweetest moment or the damn moment :D. Haha. You are too difficult to forget my ‘ex’ sweetheart :’). You evry to me. Why you not let me to let you pass by?. Why you make me remember all our damn sweet moment ever I had with you. Do you know my ‘ex’ dear, it’s too very hurt me so much :’). Maybe your opinion what happening is normal like just friend. But, to me, it is too sweet, and my heart still beating not like normal when I beside you, and when I see your hypnotize eyes. You too often make me fly ga ! and I must get hurt before I back to earth.

               Maybe you think is just like another friend relation. But I think your  attention not health again !. You gave me more attention than just friend !. You know how much I loving you?. I too happy get your reaction to me. It’s like I such drugs, make me happy as I fly :D. If I stop use drugs my body feel sick, and if use it on and on can dissolved my body. It’s same like your attention to me :D. You mess my mind and my heart !. Hey boy ! I love you so much and it hurt me too much !

               According to me, you love to look me sad. You love to look me jealous. But, do you know much hard how I hide my jealous. It’s too hard my ‘ex’, too hard I hide. But I believe, someday I can passing it by !, it’s just about time. Someday I can completely forget you dear J. I will get it someday J.

10^th November 2011

               Heyhey, today I have reunion with my juniorhighschool. I so happy to hear that. But, when we are meet. It’s so different. It’s not like my imagine. It’s not like what I want. Its so L. Why we look like a moment ago know one other?. I don’t like this condition !. I want back like some month ago when we still a classmate. I don’t enjoy it !. Oh brad and sist, why you are all? We aren’t classmate moreover schoolmate again. We have long distant, and a different time to go home. But, is it to make we are so ‘garing’? Oh please  don’t :”(.

11^th November 2011

               11.11.11 ! it is the beautifull day, is’nt it? Haha, of course is the beautiful date. But, for me is not especially day, is like another myboring day. Even worse thay yesterday L. Arrgh. I want to tell about my relation with Ilham. We’re still friend. And I think, won’t be my boyfriend. Why?. Because I don’t comfort with him. He good moreover nearly be perfect point. But I can’t be your girlfriend brad. Sorry if it’s make you disappointed.

`              It’s not about they said, or maybe in the fact you did brad. I don’t care about how player you are. I with you just play too. But it is about feeling. I like you is true. But?. I don’t want you be my boyfriend.

               You have show me how skill language in English or batak. I’m so  impressing. Memang laa kau langsung nyobak mensucukan diri di hadapan aku. Merasa teraniaya dengan penuduhan orang kepadamu. But I’m not a girl again, I can know what the exactly, and I know the truth of you are. Tnapa mereka bilang kau begini begitu sih aku uda bisa nebak luan kok bang. Aku sih gamasalah dan gaheran lagi kalok seandainya kau itu pemain jugak bang. Ya jelaslaa kalok pemainpun kau bang, memang patutlaa kau pemain. Orang sempurna kali pulak an kau. Jadi wajar aja aku kalok orang kayak kau itu player. Dan aku jugak gapeduli kali mau kau player, tapi ada satu hal yang bikin aku langsung mundur bang. Aku gabakal maulaa bang, nyerah aku, aku gabisa kayak gitu. Mending aku gausah dapatin kaulaa daripada aku harus kayak gitu. Memang kau okelaa bang, pasti nyesel jugak aku. Tapi ngapailaa gara-gara kau aku jadi ‘agak-agak’. Gausahlaa.

Ada yang mau ku share sikitlaa. Ini twitternya si Ilham. Tweetnya sama kayak sms yang dikirimnya ke aku. Trus pas aku gabales sms dia, nge tweet tupanya dia wahaha :D. Cuman pengen ngenang aja kalok si abang pernah se frontal ini di twitter :D. cekidot !