Everything’s being fck. Everything destroys me. Im fully down. Get off the fck in my head. Im not worth to life. Just kill myself right now. And my soul will burn in hell. Even, maybe the hell won't agree if I join in there. So, where I should be? where in this world I could be? where?.

          Everyone acts. Everyone fakes. Everyone hates me. Everyone hurts me. Everyone laughs me. Everyone spits on me. Everyone is the shitness. I hate my life. Completely.

          God, do you really love me? or do you hate me?. Really, I'm giving up. I cant survive anymore. I’m just ……………. I cant pass it all. I'm tried looo. Give me your hand please?. Would you be?haa.

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          I don’t know is real or not. But I think it worse than nightmare. Even, I cant believe it. You let me down for a thousand times. And thanks for it yah. Oke, You’re great!. Good job. Excellent. And congratulation, you successfully break a heart which love you sincerely. You successfully break me off. Thanks for all the things that make my tears down fall uselessly.. Congratulation yah ;;).

I just really really love you kok. I love you terribly. And is not to be I regret kok. im sorry. Im sorry I cant enjoy it. Im sorry if I change myself, cause I know I cant stand it like you do. Im completely  mess up loh. So I realize that im the loser, and you’re the winner.

I know I have to make a distant. Maybe oneday, I’ll be your friend kok. But, right now I need to control me myself. I need to erase all of you in my shitness memorized.

Least, have a great, nice, good, wonder day yah with her whom really you love . My happiness is look your smile out. And your sadness is like them blade me pitilessly.